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"The simplest way to describe lightworkers would be as beings who feel an enormous pull towards helping others. Also referred to as crystal babies, indigos, Earth angels and star seeds, these spiritual beings volunteer to act as a beacon for the Earth, and commit to serving humanity"- What-is-a-lightworker-and-what-do-they-do-exactly 

28th October 2014-I wrote my first blog. I didn't want to start a blog. I was told by a work colleague at the time "you have so much information, you should share that". I was reluctant as I felt that it might come across as being self absorbed. Yet I pushed through at a tentative pace. I am a not for profit, I am not an influencer, I do not get scripted for what I say.

I did think long and then fast, before I blogged about about the subject of being a lightworker. This time it took another amazing person to pose a question that would be my motivation to blog. Perhaps it doesn't sound so crazy as perhaps it sounded in my own head when I self assessed myself, perhaps, perhaps. I was apprehensive as I didn't want to offend, exclude or hurt anybody when it came to the subject of religion. Saying that, my intentions are pure. Caring for others is more than a personal characteristic as I work in healthcare, although I am not a health care professional. I wanted to delve into an area that I have never been comfortable to talk about in the past. There are two topics that I have never been comfortable to talk about, based on my lack of experience, religion and politics.

I like to think of myself as a humanitarian. I do not have any experience in politics, but I am working with politicians, members of parliament and local community members in regards to local businesses. Not only on my social media stories but in real life. In terms of religion, I was nervous to talk about it because I didn't want to exclude anybody. It's a very divisive issue. I have close friends of mine who I consider family, my chosen family who are Muslim as well as having Jewish friends. Technically I am Serbian Orthodox. I identified as an atheist for most of my life and I still have close friends who do not believe in religion. This blog is about what I am experiencing, rather than solely based on my opinion.

Where am I going in terms of religion? I would have to say towards Christianity, if asked. I base this not on solely on choice, from going to church, not from reading the bible, but from things that I have seen and felt, not necessarily heard. Divine interventions.

I am talking about this now because I have received a lot of signs. I wouldn't call them a stigmata. I have been encouraged to talk about this on camera (video at the end of this blog)*. I am not talking about my opinion, I am talking about my experience, especially the last twelve months. I have seen the light. I am nervous to talk about this. My close friends know, as I have talked to them about this. I wanted to make sure that I am not going crazy per se. Their opinion is that I am not, based on the multitude of things that are happening to me and around me.

RELATIVE INCIDENCE OVER COINCIDENCE

What does this mean for me? I actually do not know. I have had sins in the past, I have rectified those, I think it's a part of self healing as well. I can't be a mental health advocate and then refuse to deal with issues. I don't have any more issues. I am healing my mother in terms of her mental and physical health as she is managing chronic pain. 

 

It's no secret that my father was a violent alcoholic. It's no secret that I have alcohol in my house. He haunted my mind. Is a switch going to click and then I would become an alcoholic myself? I recently had that conversation with my mum. "I didn't know that you drink alcohol?" she inquired. "Well I do, in moderation" I replied. 

 

A Blasé Karma Cliché
 

Many years ago I had to put a stop to that feeling of guilt, that I am going to be him like him, a violent alcoholic. That is not the case. I have dealt with my ghosts of the past. Saying that, I do see and feel things, spiritually. I like to think of myself as a healer. I like to counsel with people, not for people and I hope that I can help them out. I currently work in healthcare, product distribution and sales. Before that I have worked in the pharmaceutical industry as a skin expert. In that role I have worked with psychiatrists, doctors, naturopaths and pharmacists. I am currently in the process of writing a blog covering all types of healthcare to help people and it is all for free. 

My specialty is catching people between the gaps. I do that with skincare as a cosmetician. I am not a beauty advisor, which is great as I worked as one for ten years, but I know more than just what is on the retail floor. If someone needs help with their skin, for example if we were to talk about Bacne (acne that develops on your back) you take antibiotics for it but what are you wearing to cause it in the first place? Do you wear polyester shirts as a work uniform? Polyester that doesn't breathe like cotton therefore it is like wearing a plastic bag and you are sweating underneath. that is the sort of research that I do in my own time, that I don't get paid for and I love it because when people say to me "You have really made a difference, I feel so much better and no one has shown me that before", that is everything to me.

KMR Beaute - #LookThinkAndFeelBetter

I still have to pay rent. I still have to use my knowledge ultimately to pay my bills. I'm not walking in Jesus's path, I hope to walk with Jesus when he comes here and I feel like he is coming, I really do.

🔸"Lightworkers are workers of the Light, the Light being God and Jesus. So we are workers for Them to help others come out of their darkness and into Light and Love. It’s not something that is trendy or to be bragged about. It means we are dedicated to remembering who we really are and what we are here to do"..."Lightworkers recognize that we are not here just to say we are Lightworkers, we’re doing something with it. It’s there to improve our lives and the lives of others in some way. They are on the spiritual path going to the next level, which is of service" - What-is-a-lightworker

🔸*Special thank you to Rita Palma for inspiring me to write about my religious and my spiritual journey. Not one and the same.

King M. Rakic

#LeapOfWraith - Wraith - "a mental representation of some haunting experience"